I remember everything. I remember how my perfect life, would slowly spiral into a never-ending abyss of agony. I remember how I lost what l loved. I also remember the happy moments in my life. The beautiful little pieces of a long-lost paradise. I also remember what my mother told me when I was a little girl; that I was her little goddess. She told me that that I was the light of our family. The families' world was centered on me, that I was their sun, while they revolved around me. She also told me, that they (my family) would be with me forever. She told me that they would stay with me to help and guide me with love. But that was lie. I remember one day, my mother told me that I would get a happily ever after. Whether that was a lie or not I now know but didn't know in the past. That was an eternity ago.