"She felt as though she shouldn't appear before Gu Yan and his girlfriend. Her presence seemed illegitimate. Gu Yan's tenderness, Gu Yan's time, Gu Yan's focused gaze... everything about Gu Yan belonged to his girlfriend, not to her. Therefore, every moment she spent with him, she felt like a thief."
Before she started her internship at the law firm, Qi Xi's greatest adversary was Gu Yan—the man who "stole" everything. He was the class valedictorian, the most popular student at school, and the teachers were thoroughly impressed by him. Qi Xi always aimed for perfection, so when Gu Yan entered her life, she saw him as nothing more than an annoying obstacle.
However, things changed during the graduation ceremony. After Qi Xi mistakenly accused Gu Yan of being unscrupulous, she embarked on a journey she never imagined—she decided to impress Gu Yan and become best friends with him. Despite feeling guilty, she realized she had to go to extremes because Gu Yan's strict sister was her boss. As long as she could keep her job, she was willing to do anything. This even included downloading a fan-created "bible" that detailed all of Gu Yan's likes and dislikes.
As she studied the "bible" to become friends with the aloof Gu Yan, she never expected to discover another side to her most insufferable classmate. Yes, he was extremely cold and aloof... but beneath it all was an innocent, yet lovable person. A man obsessed with durian, a man who could recite the Wikipedia page about his favorite rock band, a man who "pretends" to be regal but wolfs down an entire bento box when no one is watching...
The more time she spent with him, the more she realized just how fortunate Gu Yan's crush was... and without realizing it, she fell for him. Hard, yet gracefully, in the quintessential Qi Xi style. Because she didn't want to be the villain who further disrupts Gu Yan's life, she tried to keep her distance... but would Gu Yan let her? Especially since her debt to him was still unpaid?
Like all of Ye Feiran's works, this novel blends romance and comedy as two newly graduated lawyers navigate work, love, and life. However, unlike her other novels where the main characters are often overpowered, in this story, the characters act their age. They struggle as newbie lawyers despite being at the top of their class, but they learn and grow through the cases they handle. For anyone currently interning or starting a new career path, the characters' experiences will be very relatable as they make mistakes and learn from them.
I will update the review (and include spoilers) once the novel concludes.