Hello there, if you seek an honest critique, this review isn't for you. Prepare yourself for an unfiltered opinion and a spoiler alert.
To be frank, I question my own masochism for delving so deeply into the story. Throughout, I found myself shouting at the protagonist, urging them to stand up against the manipulative character – it was exhausting. The sexual scenes were highly uncomfortable to read, and there were quite a few. Both the main character (MC) and love interest (ML) lack any redeeming qualities; I cannot change my stance on this, even if you disagree.
I had hoped for a similar experience to "Kill the Villainess," but the ending couldn't have been more different. In that series, the MC dies along with the ML, only to be reborn in an alternate universe – their origin point. The plot revolved around men (excluding the ML) who refused to accept rejection, attempting to pursue the MC through manipulation. Ironically, the ML shares traits with those characters, making me wish for the MC's escape from his grasp. But alas, the MC was also trapped in his love.
The quote "If I think of this sorrow as love too, I can endure it" resonates, but not in a positive way. I found myself rooting against them, wanting both to suffer.
To sum up, this story doesn't appeal to my taste. I continued reading out of curiosity, akin to rubbernecking at a car accident.
Regarding the ML, one reviewer mentioned people being put off by his relationship with another man. No, it's not just that. His treatment of the MC, gaslighting, manipulating emotions, chasing him relentlessly, and even controlling his life are major turn-offs. He's a terrible person, and I deeply regret investing time in this story.