I never knew that she could do that. I always praised her to everybody saying how perfect she was. She was everything to me and I gave her everything even my heart but she broke it. She called me at her house since her parents weren't home to talk and I went happy to spend the little time I had with her even if we wouldn't do anything she said she wanted to save herself till we graduate and I accepted. When I reached her house I was so happy like the fool I was but when she opened the door when I saw the way she looked at me I knew something was wrong and she broke up with me but when I asked her why she said I won't understand as if I won't understand what she had done what she did to me. I told her what I thought that maybe it had to do with why she was held back a year I told I was looking for a reason why and if she wanted to talk i was always there I would support her if it wasn't as her boyfriend then as a friend. Then I kissed her she to shocked to react and I continued and we did it but it's what she said while I was f***ing her that got me mad, that broke me, that I was better than Hisashi and that broke me and she acted like it was nothing but maybe I was to far gone to hear her excuse to far gone to listen to the crap she was screaming at me about. I should have know the moment I didn't see blood, the moment that she was feeling it, the moment she didn't cry out in pain. I should have know but I was too stupid to see, to figure it out but no more I couldn't stay with her she broke me and I couldn't take it and walked out in the rain.
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