I need everyone to slow down because the scene where Jiang Yuanyuan measures Chu Jing for winter clothes is somehow the most romantic thing I have ever read and I am NOT okay.
Let me paint this for you: she's wrapping cloth strips around his waist, standing close enough that every near-embrace feels tangible, and Chu Jing—who literally cannot stand physical contact with anyone—is somehow tolerating it because it's HER. His face is burning, he's trying to maintain composure, and she's over there thinking "perhaps Chu Jing would even come to like her." The sheer vulnerability of that thought! She's putting herself out there, making herself bolder, and he's standing there trying not to look at her curves while his body temperature rises. This is peak slow-burn energy and I am HERE for it.
And then the aftermath—she steals glances at him, her ears blushing, and he's left standing there with the soft sensation still lingering around his waist, suppressing this strange feeling in his heart. The author didn't even need dialogue for any of this. Just physical proximity and internal monologue and suddenly I'm the one who needs to lie down.
But the real emotional gut-punch comes after the rescue. Jiang Yuanyuan burrows into his chest and sobs, and Chu Jing just... pats her shoulder. "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid." He's clearly uncomfortable with physical contact, but he lets her cling to him, lets her soak his robe with tears, and only then does he notice her disheveled clothes and turn away uncomfortably. The fact that he's protecting her modesty even in this moment—while she's still trembling in his arms—says everything about how far he's come. He went from a cold, distant young master to someone who actively shields her from harm and embarrassment. That's not just duty. That's something else entirely.