I like like Rudbeckia's inner monologue and remarks, she's my soulmate!But at the same time I'm quite shedding tears, silently, because of her helplessness. Her motivation is purely to survive, so her actions are quite misunderstood by the others. Though, most of it were done deliberately but understandable.She would rather suffer with someone else except to be under her family's reins. So her monologue is quite depressing, honestly.This is quite good. Male lead's aversion is due to political conflicts, and I would say this has some logic here compared to other Korean novels. For the first time, ever, I like Izek (ML). His emotions are in line with common sense. Lol.
