It felt so strange, so utterly alien to experience such a sensation, and he immediately darted up. He stood in the middle of the burnt-out wreckage of the office building, the epicenter of a sea of grimy black. His clothes had burnt away, but sloppy, rain-infused ash and half-burnt mass clung to him, weighing him down, and it was then, feeling the physical manifestation of his failures sticking to him, that he fully realized the weight of what had happened.