I think, what do you suppose that I as a reader automatically understand all those religious Indian phrases and sentences words? you really write too confusing, instead of simulating a monk who seeks nirvana, he only resembles a madman speaking strange terms and rambling constantly. I tried, really, but this novel is a big NO, I don't understand what the protagonist is talking about and there is also no explanation for all the foreign terms and the scenes are confusing and the MC has erratic behavior without any sense