The event lasted 2 days, and I didn't go down the next day. I mean you couldn't see the hits, but he was yelling so loud that so many people heard it. After that I just gave up, I dont even show respect to anyone. Every time I go to an event my fathers acquaintances host. I just scowl. I don't talk, I don't smile, I just stay silent and scowl. I swear I used to be a happy child, after my father got out of prison. I changed. I remember when he got out that first day we held a movie night. I hugged my dads leg (I was 6) Then I kissed his cheek and said "I love you"