Our clothes are thrown towards the wardrobe, but hit the wall with a splash. Nothing that stopped us, of course. Cecilia's fear of men was gone, so as a way to celebrate our engagement, we engaged into learning how to be together in a more literal way. Slowly, not at all forceful or uncomfortable. We were going slow and sensual. If I was on my back, I was able to discover her body, stroking over it, remembering it. I was so mesmerized, that I took some time to understand that she was doing the same thing. Touching my chest, stroking over my cheek, leaning down to kiss me - or my neck.