Oh dear, how can I erase this disturbing novel from my mind... It feels like I've regressed to the era of 90s and early 2000s yaoi manga, where rape was often sugarcoated or overlooked. The main character, though, is quite appealing – sharp-witted, intelligent, and charismatic. I do appreciate possessiveness, but only when it comes with consent. My tolerance was stretched, but the protagonist's actions pushed it too far – drugging and attempting, then actually raping the MC, multiple times, while they were under the influence of someone else's drugs. This is triggering for me.
The main lead's supposed mental issues might explain their behavior, but the lack of empathy is heart-wrenching. Finding an MC who wasn't overly submissive was refreshing, but instead, they're reduced to an object. I wonder if the MC's decision to stay and endure further harassment might have set off a chain reaction, as if their actions could change the course. The MC seems to prioritize financial guilt and public image over their own well-being, which a psychologist should surely recognize as unhealthy.
And let's not forget the manipulative contract signed, forcing a 50-year commitment with a hefty penalty to keep MC trapped. No more, I've had enough; moving on to something better!