I have to talk about the dialogue in this chapter because it is absolutely brutal and I mean that in the best possible way. The author has this incredible ability to make every word feel like a physical blow, especially in the scenes between Lu Zhengting and his mother.
Let's start with Old Madam Lu. Her dialogue is so distinct - she's loud, she's irrational, she's convinced of her own righteousness, and she weaponizes everything she says. "You monster! You'd devour your own brother, and soon you'll be beating your own mother to death!" This is a mother speaking to her son, and she's not just calling him names - she's constructing an entire narrative where he's the villain and she's the victim.
And the most chilling part? She's consistent. This isn't a one-time outburst. This is her DEFAULT mode. "You've been like this since you were a child!" She's been saying this to him his entire life, and now he's an adult and she's still saying the same thing. The dialogue shows us that nothing has changed, nothing has been resolved, nothing has been healed.
But then there's Lu Zhengting's silence. Or rather, his rare moments of speech. When he asks, "Even now, you still think I'm a monster?" - that's it. That's all he says. Just one question. But it carries the weight of his entire life. Eleven years of being called a monster. Eighteen years of hearing it. And he still can't believe she still thinks it.
The author writes his dialogue so sparsely that every word matters. He doesn't argue back. He doesn't defend himself. He just asks that one question and then the rolling pin falls from his hand. The silence speaks louder than any monologue could.
And then there's the flashback dialogue - young Zhengqi crying behind his mother's back. "Third Brother, it's my fault! Beat me to death! Beat me to death, and then you won't be sad anymore." This is an eight-year-old child trying to comfort his brother after being beaten nearly to death. The dialogue is simple, childlike, but it's the most heartbreaking thing in the entire chapter.
Old Madam Lu's dialogue during the beating scene is almost comical in its cruelty. "What, you want to hit me now? Go ahead! You monster!" She's projecting her violence onto him, turning the victim into the aggressor in her mind. This is such a realistic portrayal of abusive dynamics - the abuser always finds a way to make it the victim's fault.
The author's narrative voice is also worth mentioning. It's restrained, almost clinical when describing the violence, which makes it hit harder. There's no melodrama, no over-explaining. Just the facts, presented plainly, and the reader fills in the emotional gaps. That's what makes this chapter so powerful - the author trusts us to feel what we're reading without telling us how to feel.
I'm still thinking about these dialogues days later. They've lodged themselves in my brain and won't leave.