With his had over his chest, he breathed heavily, eyes shut as he calmed the nerves that struck like bolts splashed with water. Going out each day was a risk, risk of being robbed, risk of getting taken away, even a risk of getting killed. His body was in a constant tense, his jaws tightened and arms and legs solid to the point that it ached. He was never ready, but he still found his legs reacting to the day-to-day schedule as he found himself turning towards the exit.