I would feel worse if I wrote up to 50 chapters and than stopped. I would be disappointing you guys more if I dragged this out and than dropped it when it was getting good. I myself hate it when that happens when I read something I like. And even worse, I would feel horrible if I kept forcing myself to do something I don't like anymore, I don't want to hate writing. I hate to say this and this decision kept me up last time but I have decided to drop this novel permanently. I deeply apologize to "peter3135566". You supported me from the beginning and I couldn't have made it this far without your comments. I hope you can forgive me for letting you down. I sincerely apologize to the new readers and the ones who have followed me since the beginning. I never thought it would come to this, but if you are still reading this, then thank you for reading my amateur novel, I am humbled. I won't delete this novel for it will serve as a reminder to myself to do better next time.