Early I released a chapter but I deleted it. Because after much thinking and with great difficulty I realized that I was only writing this kind of novel because it was similar to what was popular on this website but it wasn't something that I was passionate about. After and during the holiday I had time to think and It dawned on me that I only continued writing this novel for my viewers and not for myself. I had to force myself to keep writing this and I didn't look forward to writing this anymore. it was to point that it felt like was doing homework, I startled to loathe it. Now that I have less time to write, I don't think I can sustain this in the long term.
