Finding all this out gave him an intense sensation of calm, he felt relief. Finally, he understood what this was about. All the list of criteria he had made previously was pointless. The pieces fell in together in his head, he now understood what Celtine meant, the feelings were there or they weren't. He could spend all the time in the world trying to dissect them, he would never be able to figure out what it was that made them what they were. Each were unique and each existed out of his control. All those feelings belonged to him alone but none moved at his will.
