I try to talk my way out of it, but he was going to put his hand on my forehead regardless, it would seem. No woman, scratch that, no living being has ever shown me this amount of affection before... Is this how people turn gay? Have I finally succumbed and accepted my fate of not being able to approach woman at all in any world I am in? Is that why I feel like I'm falling in love with this strong and attractive man? Fuck. Have I been suppressing my desires for men subconsciously all this time, as I have personally seen homosexuals be oppressed and mocked, and thus have decided not to embrace my true self for fear of being judged?