Female protagonist, a rural woman from Xujiacun area, premature baby with weak health. Married Lu Lanxu in 1979 out of youthful infatuation after he was chosen from among Lu family members. Spent twenty years trying to be a good Mrs. Lu, desperately wanting his love while ignoring her own unhappiness. Could not conceive children. Later discovered Lu Lanxu's vasectomy report, realizing he had lied about being infertile. Decided to get a divorce. After rebirth in 1980, she resolves to live for herself freely.
