I need to talk about the soy milk scene because it's the most devastatingly tender thing I've read in forever and I'm not even being dramatic.
After everything—the blood, the poison, the amnesia, the fact that this boy was found curled under a tree like he was already dead—Chen Zhiwei makes him SOY MILK. And he drinks two large bowls in quick succession, licking his lips, and then looks at the pot with those wide, hopeful eyes and says 'Sister… more…'
The author doesn't even describe it as sad. It's just… there. This person who has lost everything, who doesn't remember his own name, who was beaten and poisoned and left for dead, and the first thing he cares about is whether there's more soy milk. That's not naive—that's survival. That's a soul that has been broken and rebuilt and the only thing holding it together is this kind woman who gave him a name and a bowl of warm food.
And then Chen Zhiyi's reaction? 'Isn't it disgusting for such a big guy?' He says it out loud, rolling his eyes, but the narrator tells us something different: 'seeing a tall, handsome young man looking at his sister with such pure dependence still made him feel uncomfortable all over.' That word 'uncomfortable' does so much work there. It's not disgust—it's the discomfort of witnessing something so pure that it makes your own cynicism feel heavy.
But what really wrecked me was the contrast. Right after the soy milk scene, Wangyou follows Chen Zhiwei around like a shadow. She washes beans, he watches. She dries tofu, he follows. When she teaches him to rub the beans gently, he tries earnestly, clumsy but sincere. This is a person who has been given trust for the first time in his life and he is TREATING IT LIKE SOMETHING SACRED.
And then—the village turns on him. The same people who would have let him freeze to death are now calling him a monster because he threw a clod of dirt. The irony is so sharp it cuts. He's the gentlest person in that village and they're the ones who are violent.
I kept thinking about that moment when he first called her 'Sister' and smiled. His face lit up like he'd discovered something wonderful. 'I like it! Wangyou! I'm Wangyou!' He clapped his hands. For someone who had lost everything, a name was enough to make him feel alive again. That's the kind of emotional honesty that makes me want to hug the page.