"oh... uh... well" I say looking down towards the ground, not knowing what to say. In reality, it is true that I feel a little overwhelmed. Even though Dad told me from a very long time that I would one day have to get along with 13 brothers, and gave me so many hints and tips to take care of myself around every one of them, facing reality is totally on a different level of difficulty. Even though in my imagination living with so many brothers didn't seem like a big deal, looking at the situation now, I can't help but second doubt myself.