Okay so I need to talk about the emotional tension between these two because it is NOT normal and I love it. On the surface it's this sweet older-brother-younger-brother dynamic, right? Shu Xian is all protective and caring, buying ice cream, letting Li Wu lean on him. But then you have these moments where Li Wu's gaze just goes DARK and I'm sitting there like... bro, you're looking at your brother like he's your future husband, not someone you're related to by blood.
The haunted house scene is peak emotional manipulation. Shu Xian is literally covering Li Wu's eyes, walking in front to protect him, and Li Wu is just... melting. "The little fan's hand was small, and covering his eyes felt soothing, almost like comfort." This is supposed to be Shu Xian protecting LI WU, but the roles keep reversing and it's so delicious. Li Wu is the one who's actually scared, the one who needs protection, and yet he's also the one holding all the power in their relationship.
And then the car scene at the end? "I only like Brother." Said with this intense gaze that makes Shu Xian tell him to watch the road. That line hit me like a truck. It's so casually devastating. Li Wu says it like it's nothing, but it's basically a confession wrapped in sibling language. How is Shu Xian supposed to navigate this when he's already got four future husbands to set up??
The jealousy undertones are everywhere too. When Jian Fang gives Li Wu merchandise, Li Wu's gaze turns vicious instantly. When Shu Xian leaves him with a stranger at the amusement park, Li Wu confronts him with "Brother, will you lie to me?" This kid is keeping score and I am HERE for it. The emotional complexity of this relationship is what makes the whole novel work for me.