When that night uncle has done, everything is coming back. Grandpa starting again to feel pain just like what he felt before. But this time grandpa was different. His merciful eye ball turns into white, all white. I was very scared whenever I look at his eyes, he looks like a living ghost, a monster probably. Grandma let me look after grandpa for she will go to the corn field, so we be able to survive. Grandma told me; whenever grandpa look, I should put an open bible. I followed what grandma instruct me to do. But whenever grandpa look and I put a bible, he's preventing to look upon it. Several times I tried to do it and my childish hand loses it strength. So, I put down the bible on the floor. When I look at to grandpa, I cry shakenly afraid of grandpa because he stares at me scarily.
