this author really knows how to invoke emotions out of me. His previous book was also the same. It became too deep for me to read all of it.This one is no better. Damn I went through all stages of grief 2 times and all other kinds of emotions I'hv never felt before.Even with over 1000 books I have read, I still haven't developed enough mental resistance to read a book of this scale.I will come back to this when I am good enough.for now, peace..