I'm going to be honest with you—I didn't expect to cry over a transmigration novel's original owner, but here we are.
The original owner of this body, Fu Lingxi's predecessor, was just a kid. Sixteen years old, scared since she was a baby because her mother nearly died giving birth to her, forced to obey her primary mother's 'upbringing' just to protect her family. She worked so hard. She studied the six arts, she prepared for the selection, she jumped into a freezing lake to save a princess she barely knew—all so she could get her placard kept and gain some power to protect her mother and young brother.
And she died anyway.
'Clearly, the girl worked so hard to improve herself, and in the end, she still died...' Fu Lingxi's internal monologue about this is so raw. She's not even the original owner, and she's already grieving for her. That's the kind of emotional honesty that makes transmigration novels work—they let you feel the weight of someone else's suffering while also giving you hope that things might be different this time around.
What really got me was the father. The text says: 'Since childhood, the original owner had hoped for just a little bit of fatherly love. Unfortunately, her biological father was a total scumbag! He was truly blind, giving all his fatherly love to those high-level green tea pieces of trash!'
A sixteen-year-old girl who just wanted her dad to love her, and he gave that love to concubines instead. That's the kind of wound that doesn't heal. No wonder she was so desperate to succeed in the palace—not for power, not for glory, but because it was the only way to protect the people who actually loved her.
And her mother, Madam Chu, who was just trying her best to shield her children under the primary wife's 'thunderous methods.' The text says protecting her two children 'had already exhausted her.' Exhausted. Not defeated—exhausted. There's a difference. She's still fighting, still trying, even when she's running on empty.
I keep thinking about that scene in the lake. The original owner pushed the princess to shore, exhausted, and then Wen Congwu struck her with a bamboo pole. No warning. No reason. Just a pole to the head while she was already struggling to stay afloat. She sank. She swallowed water. She died alone in that lake while everyone else was focused on the princess.
That image haunts me. A girl who gave everything and died unheard.