(Must read Loving Kinnick Rewritten first to understand - this story will not make sense if you do not read the rewritten version. Everything has changed.) "They told me I was going to survive without her. They said one day, she will be nothing but a memory. They explained how it is all going to be okay. None of them could tell me how to move on - it is possible, they say, even though they don't know how the process starts. I was alone. Again. And all people could say was it's for the better. "
