"From now on, you will remain here in the imperial mausoleum forever… behave yourself, don't harbor wild ambitions, and don't even dream of competing with Xianzhu."
I need a moment. I actually need a moment.
This is a father talking to his biological daughter. His actual child. And what does he give her? A threat. A warning. A reminder that she is not allowed to exist near the girl he actually loves. There is not one single word of affection in everything he says to her. Not one. And the worst part—the absolute worst part—is that the body she's in has already spent over ten years feeling nothing. The original Yu Xian'er gave up on this man so long ago that her emotional response is just… emptiness.
"How strange. She herself was not his daughter, so his attitude only went into her mental ledger as: 'One day, when I return in strength, we'll see how you die.'"
I love that Yu Sangsang processes this entire heartbreaking interaction and her conclusion is basically: cool, cool, I'll kill you later. That's the transmigration advantage right there. The original girl was too broken to even hate him properly, but Yu Sangsang? She's got a whole ledger of grievances and she's not above adding to it.
But then—then the author throws us this gut-punch about Jing Chonghua. The dead wife. The one who made Yu Xiu swear to protect their daughter, to return her to Taisu Sect, to pass down the Su Xin Manual. And Yu Xiu broke every single one of those promises. Not because he didn't care about his wife's memory, but because he cared more about the other woman, the other daughter, the one he could love openly without the suffocating constraints of a political marriage.
"She insisted I swear to pass down her clan's legacy—the Su Xin Manual—to her child, and to return her daughter to Taisu Sect." Yu Xiu says this almost fondly, like he's remembering a sweet moment. Like he's the victim here. And I want to scream.
The emotional core of this entire passage is betrayal—not just the obvious identity theft, but the deeper, quieter betrayal of a mother's dying wish, a daughter's birthright, and a father's sacred vow. And Yu Sangsang, standing in the ashes of all of it, is the only one who sees the full picture. No wonder she's planning revenge.