Okay, I need to talk about the ENDING of this chapter. Gong Hengye literally runs back through a thunderstorm to find Wen Yue, heart pounding, elevator feels too slow, and then he crouches DOWN in front of her on the sofa and asks—wait for it—"Where exactly am I fierce?" IN THAT TONE. The one Cheng Yong'an pointed out earlier, the one that's "seemingly gentle." She literally just called him fierce and said he's terrifying and he's sitting there going "where??" like a genuinely confused puppy. I cannot. I am dead. This man is so done for and he doesn't even know it yet.
But let's rewind because the emotional whiplash in this chapter is INSANE. He yells at her in the morning, calls her a fool, tells her to get out—cold, merciless, the whole thing. And then he can't stop thinking about her crouched by his desk like a little frog. He's annoyed that she's two-faced, then he's worried she's alone in a thunderstorm, then he's terrified she went to find her dead fiancé instead of hiding in his office where it's safe. The man is a walking contradiction and I am HERE for it.
Cheng Yong'an's scene was everything though. "If one day, you discovered you were the male lead of a novel. You have a possibly beloved but already dead, very foolish little white flower white moonlight." Gong Hengye literally just... admitted it. No denial. No deflection. Just sat there pouring wine like a man who'd already accepted his fate. And then when Cheng Yong'an said "forget about this white moonlight and accept the female lead"—Gong Hengye's response was just... "Accept the female lead?" Like the mere concept is unbearable. Bro. You're already choosing. You just don't know it yet.
The thunderstorm scene where he rushes back? "If Feng Yang hadn't been watching from behind, Ninth Brother might have already broken into a run." This is a man who built a billion-dollar empire from scratch, who doesn't flinch at losing hundred-billion-dollar contracts, sprinting through a storm because his ghost secretary is scared of thunder. The emotional stakes here are so high and so quietly devastating. She's dead. She's supposed to be gone. And yet she's the only thing that can make him lose his composure completely.