Death was my eternal longing, a salvation I desperately sought to escape this cruel world. While others trembled at its presence, I felt an eerie sense of solace, a twisted ecstasy that beckoned me closer. But even in that darkness, I couldn't muster the courage to end my own life. My failure to do so left me consumed by self-loathing and disappointment. Death, the one thing I thought I could control, seemed to mock me, always just out of reach.
But then, she entered my life, and everything changed.
