I must have lost myself to my grief because I couldn't recall the walk back to the palace. I was in Sir Ramneal's arms and then the next thing I recalled was the splash of water and the warmth that settled throughout me. I blinked my eyes a few times and realized that I was sitting in one of the public baths, fully dressed, in Sir Ramneal's lap. I must have truly been out of it because I hadn't even realized that he had put me down so that he could remove his arm and sword. "Sir Ramneal...?" I whispered not entirely sure that this wasn't all in my mind.