I m feeling lost. And Lost in the darkest nightmare. Lost in the anonymity of this world. I am disappearing in the solitude, in the colorless life without all of you. I once thought that my life is becoming quite sane and I was feeling that everything will be better. Just for a second I thought that universe is finally on my side. But I have always been so wrong about everything. About you and mom. About ash. And Everything else. You both were my shield from the darkness and melancholy and I always knew that you both wanted to make my world perfect. But now everything have fallen apart. Please comeback. I won't be able to endurethis loneliness and pain. Forgive me if you can because I can't forgive myself.
