She was someone who got everything without even thinking about it but he was the first one she desired for but still was not able to get hold of; call it her stubbornness or something else but to get everything she wished for because of her blood or the family that catered her every wish it was in line up her upbringing to get everything she wanted ....but to her it was just her love for him that made her want his everything, that's what she made herself believe.
