school at the main entrance and started talking. H-hascula- san? I blacked out and I couldn't talk. What is it? I don't wanna waste time. Hascula- san said. Hascula- san ever since I first met you I've been thinking about you a lot and after that I said myself I would confess to you, Hascula- san. What I'm saying is would you please accept my confession and go out with me? I said with a shaky voice in. Sorry but no. Hascula- san said. Oh okay, sorry for wasting your time. I said. No it's fine. hascula- san said. After that I walked home with a sad look on my face. I used the elevator to go to my floor and I walked out of the elevator still with the sad look on my face. As I was about to get my key to the door my neighbor next door talked to me, she's a middle aged woman and has been assisting me since I came here. Are you okay, dear? She said. I put a smile on my face so she won't notice that I have a problem and I said "I'm fine ma'am." Are you sure about that? She said. I'm sure about every single word I say ma'am. I said. Well you can go to your room now, dear. She said. Okay ma'am. I said