Nier Replicant: Shades of the Past [Replicant and SHADE OC]

My memories are fading, my body falling apart, not just me but everyone around me, they just don't know it yet. Sickness and madness, for some reason the project was not executed, something went wrong, but there is hope, the books, they still exist somewhere, my memories prove it. I just need someone to help me, to keep me steady. My god, he's dying! Hm... Perhaps he will do it...