At first, I harbored an innocent infatuation with my best friend's father, even going so far as to believe that I should save myself for him. However, after experiencing something, I find it difficult to be content. My desires have grown, and there are now many men who are eager to make me happy. It's a confusing situation, considering where my thoughts were initially. I'm questioning what the right path is, given that I've already stepped away from my original intentions. What advice can I seek to navigate these feelings, knowing I've strayed from my initial choice?