Many would aspire to be in my shoes, given my striking appearance, desirable physique, wealth, and my husband, Andrew Maru Ottave. However, if they truly understood the complexities of my life and the limitations I've faced, I'm not sure they'd yearn for my position. From a young age, my choices in relationships were predetermined by my parents due to societal expectations within our elite circle. It's a pattern that extends beyond my family, as my own parents' union was also arranged for strategic reasons, both for their careers and to create a business heir. As with my mother, my fate seems destined to resemble hers – a life as a 'business wife,' not defined by personal desires but by the roles society has assigned us.