"I would never, baby," he pauses, 'so, because he wanted to take you away, I got rid of him." I'm astounded having not remembered any of this, but everything is starting to go into place. He continues," afterwards, I got a job that required a lot of effort, and away jobs, handling guns and things like that. I wished I could be there for you, but he kept me away from you. He hurt you when you were playing, said you 'fell off the tree' but I'm sure he pushed you."