I dunked my head once more under the water with my hair full of bubbles. I stayed there underwater, contemplating if I should bring myself to take a breath to end it all. Rising once more, I gasped for air. I know I shouldn't try to drown myself someone who wasn't suitable for me in the first place. Before I end my suffering, I need to see if I can still be happy. Grabbing the conditioner, I started to rub my scalp. Once done, I rinsed my hair out under the water. Reaching up, I grabbed body wash, cleaning off the grime from my issues. Clean, I stood up, bringing my hair over my shoulder. Drying myself, I looked at my reflection. I looked determined yet a little broken. patting dry my hair, I slipped on a robe.' Suppose anything will make me feel better. It ought to be me getting rid of all the things that remind me of him.'